22: Clumsy

Why are we constantly trying to make sure that other people know that we are happy, even if we are not? What makes us trust someone so blindly, and more importantly, what insecure factor makes people seek and be sure that they have that trust? How much of a doucebag are you?

God, just because you looked at me right, I was stupid. I didn't listen to the warnings; I thought you had changed. I completely trusted you. I was a fucking moron. More importantly though, I am going somewhere. You're not. I am in school, and I have a plan, and when I'm not in school, I make more money in a week than you do in a year. It sucks for you. You sit around polluting your lungs and your good sense in the heavy pursuit of being a asshole to everyone who is nice to you who doesn't have a vagina. God I hope you're happy now. In a week or so, I'm gonna laugh my ass off about this and you, especially because you're sleeping with some girl who is probably letting you commit sodomy, and I'll thank my God for blessing me with enough sense to stay away from that. I'll also thank Him for not letting me get pregnant with your idiot polluted sperm.

I knew we were wrong from the start, really. You said you "loved music". HA. Reggae is a little bitty subgenre, and country (which I've never heard you listen to) is so shitty and simple that it has to have its own channel because most educated music listeners don't want to hear it. You love music. I'm laughing. Loving music is about LOVING MUSIC; not loving reggae and other random things. You're not even educated musically. It doesn't matter if your Dad's a drummer if you don't benefit from what he knows. If you're gonna play reggae, learn how it started, dumbass.

Also, Rastifarianism is not a culture, nor a state of mind. It's a RELIGION. Don't offend anyone else with your ignorance.

I'm sorry that in 10 years, you'll be poor, drunk, and lacking money so much that you can't afford your materialistic shit that doesn't even matter, and I'll be successful and even more enlightened than I am now. But hey, at least enjoy your own physical pollution of your self, and I wish you the best that you'll ever attain, which I'm sorry to tell you, is not much. :)